Sometimes fear sounds like submission. Control sounds like leadership. Endless tolerance sounds like grace. And because the language sounds spiritual, we can miss what is actually happening.
There is something I have been thinking about lately when it comes to Christian women and relationships.
I think sometimes we can see that something is wrong and still struggle to call it what it is because we have found a spiritual explanation for it.
We do not say, “I am afraid of his reaction.”
We say, “I am trying to be submissive.”
We do not say, “He has become controlling.”
We say, “He is a strong leader.”
We do not say, “I keep accepting behaviour that is hurting me.”
We say, “I am extending grace.”
We do not say, “Nothing has changed despite all these conversations.”
We say, “I am being patient with him.”
And that is where things can become complicated.
Because submission is biblical. Grace is biblical. Patience is biblical. Forgiveness is biblical. Believing that people can change is biblical.
So when unhealthy relationship patterns hide behind those words, a Christian woman can stay confused for a very long time.
I know this because I understand the desire behind it. You love God. You do not want to become the woman who fights over everything. You want to honour the man you are dating. You want to give people room to grow. You understand that nobody is perfect. You know you are not perfect either.
All of that is good.
But good intentions can still leave us tolerating things we need to confront.
And I think one of the questions we need to become brave enough to ask is this:
Am I actually practising a biblical principle here, or have I given an unhealthy pattern a spiritual name because that makes it easier for me to stay?
Sometimes what we call submission is actually fear
This one is particularly close to me because I know what it is like to want peace.
You want to be respectful. You want to choose your words carefully. You do not want every disagreement to become a fight.
But there is a difference between choosing your words carefully because you value the person you are speaking to and choosing your words carefully because you are frightened of what will happen if they do not like what you say.
You know the difference.
It is when something has hurt you, but before you bring it up you first assess his mood.
He has had a difficult day, so maybe not tonight.
Tomorrow he seems stressed, so maybe not tomorrow either.
You rehearse the conversation in your head. You change the wording. You remove parts of what you wanted to say. Eventually you start wondering whether the issue was even serious enough to mention.
And before long, you have become very “peaceful.”
But the truth is, you have simply stopped speaking.
That is not the kind of submission I believe God calls women to.
A healthy relationship must have enough room for truth.
You should be able to say, “That hurt me.” You should be able to disagree. You should be able to ask a question. You should be able to say, “I do not think this is okay,” without feeling that one honest conversation could cost you the entire relationship.
Respect should not require you to disappear.
And if your version of submission is slowly making you voiceless, I think it is worth asking whether what you are practicing is actually submission at all.
Sometimes what we call leadership is actually control
This can be difficult to identify, particularly when you are dating a man you respect.
Maybe he knows the Bible well. Maybe he is more experienced than you. Maybe he earns more. Maybe he is older. Maybe he is naturally decisive.
At first, you appreciate it.
You think, “I like that he knows where he is going.”
There is nothing wrong with that.
But watch what happens over time.
Does his confidence create room for you, or does it slowly eliminate you?
Can you disagree with him without being called difficult?
Can you have a preference that is different from his?
Can you say no?
Can you ask why?
Can you tell him that something he has done is hurting you?
Or has “I am leading” slowly become the answer to every conversation?
There is a difference between a man having leadership qualities and a man requiring everything to happen according to his preferences.
A relationship is still made up of two people.
You do not suddenly lose your intelligence because you are dating somebody intelligent.
You do not lose your discernment because you respect his.
You do not become less spiritual because you ask questions.
A man should not need you to become smaller in order for him to feel bigger.
And I think this is one of those places where Christian language can sometimes confuse us. If something is called “leadership” often enough, we stop examining whether what is actually happening is healthy.
Sometimes what we call grace is actually avoidance
This one is uncomfortable because Christians understand grace.
We know people make mistakes.
We know people can have painful histories.
We understand that someone may have learnt unhealthy communication from what they saw growing up.
We know relationships expose things in us that we did not even realise needed healing.
So when somebody hurts us, we try to understand.
“He had a difficult childhood.”
“He has never really learnt how to communicate.”
“He was hurt badly before.”
“He is under a lot of pressure.”
And perhaps all of those things are true.
But understanding the reason behind somebody’s behaviour does not make the behaviour harmless.
You can have compassion for why somebody behaves a certain way while still being honest about what that behaviour is doing to you.
This is something I think women need to hear.
You do not have to choose between compassion and truth.
You can say, “I understand why this may be difficult for you, but this still needs to change.”
That is not a lack of grace.
Sometimes that is what grace looks like when it is mature.
Grace does not require pretending.
Sometimes what we call patience is actually waiting for potential
This is probably one of the biggest traps in dating.
You can see who he could become.
And perhaps you are right.
Maybe there genuinely is an incredible man inside him.
You can see the potential.
You can see what would happen if he became more disciplined, more serious about God, more responsible, more emotionally mature.
And because you can see it so clearly, you begin relating to that future version of him instead of the man who is actually standing in front of you.
“When we get married, he will probably settle down.”
“When things improve financially, he will change.”
“When he heals, he will be different.”
“When he becomes more serious about God…”
Maybe.
But there is an important question we have to ask ourselves:
If this particular pattern never changed, would I still want this marriage?
That question does not mean people cannot grow.
Of course they can.
I believe deeply in transformation. I believe God changes people. I believe people can confront unhealthy behaviour and become better partners.
But there is a difference between being patient with somebody who is actively growing and spending years waiting for somebody to decide that growth matters.
You cannot build a marriage entirely around potential.
At some point, you have to date what is actually there.
Sometimes what we call forgiveness is actually resetting the same cycle
This is another one I think Christian women can get caught in because forgiveness matters deeply to us.
Something happens.
You confront it.
He apologises.
And the apology sounds sincere.
He understands why you are hurt.
He tells you he does not want to lose you.
You forgive.
And for a while, things feel better.
Then the same thing happens again.
Another conversation.
Another apology.
Another moment of hope.
And because the apology itself feels so genuine, you keep believing the relationship is improving.
But forgiveness and change are not the same thing.
An apology tells me that you recognise something happened.
What happens afterwards tells me what you intend to do about it.
That is why I think one of the most important questions we can ask after an apology is:
What changed?
Not overnight. Not perfectly. But over time, is there movement?
If I tell you repeatedly that something hurts me, do I see effort?
Do you communicate differently?
Do you put something practical in place?
Do you become more conscious?
Do you take responsibility without immediately finding a way to make me responsible for what you did?
Because you can forgive somebody and still need to pay attention to the pattern.
Forgiveness should not require you to stop observing reality.
So how do you know whether you are using faith to explain away an unhealthy pattern?
I think the answer is to stop judging the relationship from isolated moments and begin looking at what happens repeatedly.
Do not only look at the argument. Look at the pattern around the arguments.
Do not only look at the apology. Look at what follows the apology.
Do not only ask whether he says he supports you. Look at how he shows up when something matters deeply to you.
Do not only ask whether he calls himself a leader. Look at whether his leadership leaves room for your voice.
And then turn the same questions toward yourself.
Am I communicating honestly?
Am I punishing him for things someone else did to me?
Am I using silence to control?
Am I constantly bringing up old mistakes?
Am I expecting him to prove his love by doing whatever I want?
Because Christian relationship education cannot only teach women how to identify what is wrong with men.
It also has to make us brave enough to allow God to show us what is unhealthy in ourselves.
That is why I keep coming back to three things when I think about unhealthy relationship patterns: consistency, intensity and damage.
Everybody gets things wrong sometimes.
Everybody can communicate badly.
Everybody can respond poorly on a difficult day.
The question is what keeps happening, how serious it is becoming, and what it is producing in the relationship.
And perhaps most importantly: What happens when the pattern is confronted?
If there is responsibility, genuine effort, openness to help and visible movement, there may be something worth working on.
But if every conversation ends in another promise and every promise eventually leads you back to exactly the same place, that is information too.
Do not keep throwing away information because the truth it points to is uncomfortable.
I want Christian women to become harder to confuse
That is really what sits underneath this whole thought for me.
I do not want us to become suspicious women who call everything toxic.
I do not want women walking away from good relationships because somebody made one mistake.
But I also do not want us so desperate to be gracious, submissive, patient and “wife material” that we become unable to recognise when something is slowly damaging us.
I want us to know the difference.
Submission should not require fear.
Leadership should not require control.
Grace should not require pretending.
Patience should not require you to build your future around somebody’s potential.
Forgiveness should not require you to ignore a pattern that never changes.
And faith should never require you to stop using wisdom.
You are dating for a reason.
Observe.
Listen.
Ask questions.
Pay attention to how you feel when you need to speak.
Pay attention to what happens when you say no.
Pay attention to what happens after an apology.
Pay attention to what your relationship is producing in you.
And while you are looking at him, keep allowing God to show you yourself too.
Because preparing for marriage is not only about learning how to become a wife.
It is also about becoming a woman with enough wisdom to recognise the difference between something genuinely biblical and something unhealthy that has simply learnt how to use spiritual language.
I recently went much deeper into this conversation in the first episode of The Relationship Classroom on The Prolific Woman YouTube channel, where I unpack 10 Signs You Are in a Toxic Relationship and May Not Realize It.
And if reading this has made you realise that you need to look at your relationship as a whole rather than judging it by one argument, one good weekend or one beautiful apology, I created The Full Pattern Mirror for exactly that reason. You can download it free from ThePreparedWife.org.
Because sometimes the clarity you need does not come from asking, “Was this one thing bad?”
It comes from finally having the courage to ask:
“What is the full pattern telling me?”
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